Book Reviews

Lord, I Feel So Small

Using God’s Yardstick to Conquer Self-Doubt

Jon Drury Enumclaw, WA 2010-12-22

Pastor of Adults at Redwood Chapel Community Church (Castro Valley, California), Jon Drury (DTS, 1976) writes to address the believer’s personal insecurities and struggles for significance. A director of Christian Writers Conferences, the author has penned over 320 articles and devotionals.

In Lord, I Feel So Small, Drury speaks from a pastor’s heart through his own experiences and those of the many with whom he counsels. Divided into six sections, the work begins with “Crafting the Foundation,” that is, how to revision one’s sense of inadequacy from God’s perspective. He then addresses “Feelings That Immobilize Us,” “The Flesh That Hinders Us,” “Externals That Frustrate Us,” “Experiences That Hamper Us,” and “Rebuilding from Smallness.”

In well-honed prose, Drury disarms the reader by recounting his own debilitating feelings of inadequacy—as a child, military pilot, seminary student, and pastor. Yet the author’s transparency through years of self-doubt encourages readers to embrace “a life of rock-solid confidence in God, and their life mission under His call” ( In short, thought-provoking chapters, the book guides the reader through biblical steps to a fullness of living. If the bibliography is somewhat dated, the truths are not. Each of the twenty chapters concludes with questions for personal application suitable for either teaching in groups or individual contemplation. The book is highly recommended.

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Professor of Theological Studies, Dr. Scott Horrell was born in Wenatchee on the Columbia River and grew up in Ephrata and Quincy in central Washington State. He is a graduate of Seattle Pacific University. He has pastored five times, twice in urban Brazil. Now he has enjoyed 22 years at DTS with about the same number of years in ministry outside the US, centered on teaching Bible doctrine, theology, church planting, and pastoral training. He is currently an adjunct professor of doctoral studies at SETECA in Guatemala, and occasional adjunct professor at others schools in various parts of the world. He and his wife Ruth are grateful for their two daughters, two son-in-laws, and eight grandchildren.
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